Sunday, November 21, 2010

Days 25 & 26

Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
I don't have an answer for this. Really. I have spent plenty of time wondering for sure, but no definite answer has ever come to me. It's my gift. I'll take it and do the best with it that I can. I'll know in the end when it's all laid out before me. I can accept that. For now, I live.

Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Nope. Never. Even when I was diagnosed with the cancer for the second time. It never crossed my mind. I think there are two options; you either fight or give up. Whatever decision you make I believe it is already in your makeup. It's who you are. You are either comfortable in your skin and you fight or you already have a sad outlook on life and give up. I think the cancer made me want to fight even more. It's different I think when you are told that you're sick and there is the possibility of a terminal outcome. You fight. You want to live. I least I did.

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